life as me.

This is a story all about how my life got flipped, turned upside down and I i liked to take a minute and sit right down and tell you how i became the princess of a king who cares.

So I am 15 years old and my life is spent constantly trying to please God but of course I am no where near perfect. My relationship with Christ is based on how much He loves me and "I" love him, but for a long time it was not that way. You see I'm one if those people who grew up in church and knew every bible story there is to know. I have awesome parents who love the lord with all their heart and I they made sure I was at church every Wednesday and Sunday. So i guess you can say for a long time I was living on my parents relationship with God and never had a me and God relationship. I knew i was a good person I didn't do the "bad sins" like steal, kill, curse and hey i even went to church so i thought I had it all together. Ha ha but boy was i wrong!!! (Oh yeah and by the way there all no such things as bad sins, when you sin you sin, a little white lie is no different than a big black one)


I LoVe the LoRd so much!!! The summer after my freshman year in high school, God told me I could go! I know what your thinking "GO WHERE?" so let me back up some. Near the end of my 7th grade year at school, my parents decide they want to move churches. So we search church after to church til we find it. We find exactly the place we need to be. And this is where i met my best friend ever AL:) She strenghtens and challenges me and my always! But anyways back to my story God told me to go to Zambia, Africa. How did i know it wass God you ask, well for years i knew i was suppose to go to Africa i just didnt know when, so i watied and waited. (I kinda got tired of waiting because i wanted to go so bad) Finally i just know God was telling mje to GO! It was a little over $5,000 for me to go, not something  parents could just pull out of their pockets. But I knew if God wanted me to go then he would provide all my funds. And the confirmation came when my first check of $300 showed up and that was the exact amount for my first deadline! So i started preparing for this adventure. July 10 came and i was ready i had all the money i needed and even 57 cents over PTL! This one month of my life change everyting about who I am and who i want to become. I got to Share Gods amazing love to pepole who had never even heard, I got to see the passion of pepole who just wanted something to believe in, someone God out there that could be real to them. And God sent Me little ol lacy from NC carolina all across the world to share of his love, how great He is! I met a precious little girl name Audrey who changed the way I look at life.

SO now i am fifteen going on sixteen and all i live for is the King of all Kings. and thats my story