Bigger than Ourselves

Going against your own will is never easy, but then again walking in Gods will is perfect. If I had any say in my path then next summer I would be going back to Zambia, Africa to hold Audrey once more, but since i don't I am going to Kansas.

Jeremiah 1: 6-10
"Ah sovereign Lord I do not know how to speak I am only a child."
" Do not say I am only a child. You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you" declares the Lord
Then the Lord reached out his hand and touched my mouth and said to me "Now i have put my words in  you're mouth. See today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and to tear down, to destroy and to overthrow, to build and to plant"

My Prayer: Oh God as I step forth in to the battles set before me, help me to walk without fear, letting the Jesus in me take over cities, nations, families, addictions, and hearts for your glory Lord, for your kingdom. I God my I walk and talk with boldness, and let the words out of my mouth be yours alone.
My Proclaim: I am an ambassador in chains and I will declare it fearlessly. I will change the world.

Seems like lately all I want is to take over the world, I mean this as literally as it sounds. I want God to hand me a key to this place we call earth and let me be in charge (not sure how well that would go down ). I know thats not how he works but id like that but Gods plan is obviously better.
      The Father has been pulling at my heart, showing me the power of prayer and the power of prayer in numbers. So He comes to me with a task bigger then me, a challenge maybe to test my faith Im not sure, but as the daughter of the most high I decided to accept the path and trust that he will make it work.
I am so young and inexperienced at this life and also quite confused why God wants me. Sometimes we don't know the end result but we must know his faithfullness is never ending.

SO KANSAS HERE I COME!